Routine Check-up

My life seems to be on auto-pilot: it's one big routine.

Days, weeks, months slip by with me just sleepwalking my way through them.

I usually enjoy a routine.

I know what to expect: no surprises.

Change is usually bad.

But sometimes I question my routine.

Why am I doing this?

Is it really necessary?

Is this the right way?

Should I be doing something else more constructive?

I'm not talking about Why am I here? or Is this what I really want to be doing with my life? questions.

This is on a smaller scale: just minor adjustments.

I think I usually waste my mornings: get up late, drink coffee, and go on the computer. Sometimes I shuffle around with bedhead until noon!!Once a week I do have to work in the morning and I sometimes get motivated and go to the gym, but usually I just piss my mornings away.

I'm always happy when the weekend arrives.

I don't know why: I usually don't do anything too exciting, even less in the winter.

I guess it's not what I am doing, but what I'm not doing: working!

I need to make some small changes to perk me up: maybe get up earlier, have a shower right away, avoid the computer's gravitational field, get out and about more.

I think if I concentrate on mornings for now, the rest will follow.

note: I bet you thought this was going to be about a trip to the doctor's from the title!